LovErguRL

2009-03-01T00:50:00.000-08:00

Having stomach pain here and then..MUMMY!!!!

2009-02-27T23:54:00.000-08:00

Hmm..lets see:
This week stuff:
i had like six test for the whole week!!!Pathetic urgh.everyday test.And to make matter worst,Babybear is being an idiot.Is it just me or is it him?Forget it.Lets talk bout maths.Guess wat,Im the last one in class and i scored like 44.Its so not fair urgh.Ohya in the r group,i feel like a lampost.Clare with Aung,Sam with her minion and me...stuck wif luKe..He's so not funny..but irratating..Im so PA-THE-TIC!!!I miss Jiwe ah.Wheres all the GNO and stuff?And sc meeting is being a pain in the neck..we have meeting every fri sey..Fri..my fav day somemore..And to make matter worst,Crystal wasnt in sch last fri.Im so not into the sec 1 and 2 girls ahh..they are soOo..NOT ME..Anyway jobweek coming..Camp for like the whole week!!!im so gonna need it..I need it to get my minds off for awhile..all ths stress..making me GILE!!!and yeah..Msn chose me to go Sarawak..haha..Thankz yeah..i really need that too..babybear is gone larh..please come back ehh...im going to be away for awhile ahh..pls come b4 i go eh..finally..all i want to say is..I LOVE MY SCANDAL AND MY BOSS..My Boyfriend too!!!too much...

IM GOING SARAWAK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!YEAHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!

2009-02-23T05:05:00.000-08:00

Im pathetic.I know.Life in sec 3 suck to the core ah.Im super way behind work..Im trying my best but it alwayz fail..Im doOmed..im gonna die ahh.Hmm(sigh)..i feel so useless..i cant even pass a single test..Let me just..urgh..okay..last fri had this founder day..manN..urgh..if not for the senior..ill be like a piece of shit ah..Crap..Credits to all the senior..crystal,Leroy,shenyuan and they all..Hmm emo-ing ahh..how am i suppose to be happy when my study are like a piece of shit..Ok,from today onwards,i really have to work 100x harder..itz my fault also..who ask me go talk tri sci..Want to die isit?okau from now onwards,my attention will only be on scout,studies,My boss and scandal(i luV them sOo much)..thatz all..nutin else..and yeah..one more tin..i will not use my hp anymore until my grades are stable..if u want anitin just call my Homie kay?if u dun have my home no..ask me PERSONALLY K?hahah..tatz all..im gonna Strive..I luV everybodY!!!!No more Emo-iN for me..OOnly FoCuS!!!focus!!!=D

2009-02-16T06:13:00.001-08:00

I miss babYbear agaIn aHh..Not enough..I miss him soOo much ahh..wonder if he is really thinking of me..babybear,take me somewhere alone can?i miss yaw soOo much..haha

2009-02-16T06:04:00.000-08:00

Love Story bY taylor swift
(specially for you people)

We were both young when I first saw you
I close my eyes
And the flashback starts
I'm standing there
On a balcony of summer air

See the lights,
See the party, the ball gowns
I see you make your way through the crowd
You say hello
Little did I know

That you were Romeo you were throwing pebbles
And my daddy said stay away from Juliet
And I was crying on the staircase
Begging you please don't go, and I said:

Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story baby just say yes

So I sneak out to the garden to see you
We keep quiet cause we're dead if they know
So close your eyes
Escape this town for a little while

Cause you were Romeo I was a scarlet letter
And my daddy said stay away from Juliet
But you were everything to me
I was begging you please don't go and I said:

Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story baby just say yes

Romeo save me, they try to tell me how to feel
This love is difficult, but it's real,
Don't be afraid
We'll make it out of this mess
It's a love story baby just say yes, oh,

I got tired of waiting
Wondering if you were ever coming around
My faith in you was fading
When I met you on the outskirts of town I said:

Romeo save me I've been feeling so alone
I keep waiting for you but you never come
Is this in my head, I don't know what to think
He knealt to the ground and pulled out a ring

And said:

Marry me Juliet you'll never have to be alone
I love you and that's all I really know
I talked to your dad go pick out a white dress
It's a love story baby just say yes

Oh, oh, oh

Oh, oh, oh, oh

Cause we were both young when I first saw you

2009-02-15T01:13:00.001-08:00

Im In LOVe!!!haha..AgaIn

2009-02-10T06:45:00.000-08:00

i dun like to seat beside Roqi in Chem SPA!!!!luckily oni for today..if not i die..he is so irratating..NVM..next lesson onward is Mr Chua..GOdd..AhhhOhkay..today was so..Tired..Im sorry clare for my behaviour thiz few dayz>..im just stress ah..But luke...stop making me laugh..ahh..but thank mann..u guyz make my day..If not..ill just be Emo-ing..all the way..ooHh..gtg now..Byeeeeee..and can i say smth?..i missssssss himmmmmmmmm...too bad that he change now..just my luck manNN

2009-02-07T06:02:00.000-08:00

Hey..got a call thiz morning wic was so shOcking..Cheer up saheera..ur eyes are really swollen..cheer up..Be strong..i cant really help in anyway..But mayb thiz picture will cheer u up..It really make us glad tat u smile..especially wif syai CrazineSs..we alWayz suppOrt you..haha..Sister Lup yeah...Cheer up wif thiz pics..

2009-02-03T06:29:00.001-08:00

i want to die already

2009-02-01T06:49:00.000-08:00

Im being abandoned..Emo-iNg again..I need a cigg..oPpz..i want to become a betta person larh......But i DUN WANT TO BE ABANDONED!!!

2009-01-30T06:31:00.000-08:00

Heloooooooooooooo..Okay..let me just be random.@day was fine..okaylah..Fucking shit larh..fail my e-maths..very badly..Not fair..sam u pass ur test..never help us..okay..nvm..sch today was BORING and exhausting u noe..need to do some running..which i so suCk at..lOl..oaky,den had this SC investiture..wth..its so funnY lor..AnGel was there..if u noe wat im talking bout saMm..haha..Angel..nice name u noe..haha..Okey den had scout..Lol..i didnt noe the senior could be sOoO fun..But our footdriLl very Cialat(i dunno how to spell)..haha..but it was so fuNNN..i enjot the footdrill..i dun understand why izzuddin must be there..shit ahh..and im paiseh_ing myself..lol..doing the banana dance..Crap..den we went do the knots..wic im so bad ah..dunno wat circle im doing..den saw ben,clare.samm..wth..make me jealous oni..okay..den had some games..and itz a day..reach home so tired..den suddenly..thiz guy started sms_ing me..calling me sayang..wtH..i just ask him to shut his crap up..but he insisted to call me that..Urgh..for your info..my heart is Kidnapped yaw..i dunn want to be with no one else..urgh..if u get what i mean..thatz all now..bye people!!!

2009-01-26T08:00:00.000-08:00

OMG..after CNY is...MASSIVE TEST FESTIVAL!!!!!TONS AND TONS of TEST!!!!WTH...Kana sai..oHya..i miss NPC CAMP..BadLy..i miss NIsa,Waiman and Huda lah...miss Joel cooking..LOL..Shen Yuan Lameness..Joel juniour and Darly Cuteness..waakakak..Harold stiffness..OMG..all gt the -ness..seriously..i miss all that..the dark environment..and the best one, The MOSQUITO!!!!hahah..i cried larh because of the stupid mosquito...i miss all that..i acnt belive it happen last year..HaizXxx..Ohay..i gt to noe the New SPL!!!!haha..as expected ahh..okay..itz like 12.15am now..gt to sleep nw..im gonna update soon yaw?!?!hahha/
Hugz and kisses....~aisyah~ =D

2009-01-23T05:08:00.000-08:00

I LEFT MY BIOLOGY TEXTBOOK IN AUNG LOCKER!!!!!I goT A TEST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!CRAPPPPPPPPPPPP..DIEEEEEEEEEEE
Okay totally nowdayz,i think my life suck to the MAX!!!I am having a hard time catching up eh..@day was fun..hahah..okay..a bit shItY..coz although got noCCA..but have so many stuff waiting siaA..Den "he" acted as if i dun noe hiw..WTF!!!Watz wrong with him..aCknowledge me can?!!am I wood or Something?!?!oaky..2day was crap coz after sch..got remedial,sc meeting den have to see Mr Z..i never even got a chance to eat......OMG..i cant believe siaAa.."he" arrogant..i dunno how long i can bear...Pleaseeeeeeeeeeeee larHHHHHHH

2009-01-22T03:19:00.000-08:00

Im stress..super stress!!!! I need a remedy..urgh..OMG..im so pISSED!!!I need baby!!!ahhh..okay..4get it..lets talk bout Yesterday!!!thus is what happen during recess..

Idris(sec 4)-aisyah..aisyah..aisyah
me-(i pretend to never hear)
Idris-AISYAH!!!
me-WhAT?
Idris-eh,u like izz eh?(in malay)
me-WTH!!!!

I just walk away while i try to make out what on earth he was saying..

Ohya Leadership coUrse is FUN!!!!haha..It was crazy and chaotic

aisyah+Radiah+clare+benazir+saheera=Chaotic and CrazY

ONE MORE THING...WE LOVE PATRICK(the stupid starfish)

OMG..PATRICK HOT IN HIS GREEN SHORT!!!HE"S MORE HOT WHEN HE"S NAKED!!!!OOoOOO
Ohya..2morrow no scout..WTH..I so enthu alredy..den doNt have..HaiZxxx...Anyway to all my chinese friend..Happy Chinese New Year in adVance!!!..to: Clare,Crystal,SAmmantha and i for get some muahahahaah..stay Chio alwayZZZZZmuahahahaha..Patrick HOTTTTT!!!

2009-01-18T06:20:00.000-08:00

I just bought a new phone and i hate it.Im soO stresS!!!I dont really HaVe any Leisure time..Since i got so Many CoMMitment..WTH..i wish everything gonnA end SOOONNNNNNNNNNNN...

2009-01-15T04:55:00.000-08:00

Im Like sOo Hyper these few day..mayb cOz of the SeC 1 camP..Mungkin Kot?Mayb coz im trying to get off my mind of my dear,,haha(oPPZ)..OKay..Smth stupid and lame happen siaa..We had our PE..Then we kene pUsh up..This is what happen..(okay guyz,Do 10 push up)(alah easy OnLy..)(i said)(okay guyz,Do 30..Siti say itz too easy)..everybOdy was like AISYAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH..haha..i just laughed..then we had stupid SPA(pure PhysiC)it was like a must..and every thur we are going home late..WTH..and guess wat?!..Our teacher say we Gonna Have remeDial Lesson EvEryDay!!!!!WTF..like i got nutin betta to do siaa..I already so long never go scoutz..Pergi Mac..aper lagi..@day didnt have the chance to see beN oR syaI..they left W/O us..hahaha...so siaNNN..ahh..okay,ill just keep holding on..Like baby saY.."tahan jer,lagi 1 year and 9 months"..and ill Be FREE..To be wiTh My dear DaRlinGZ..I miss all the gooD timeZ laEH sey..Syai..After Olvel we party Like heLL..No BoyZy..haha..GNO!!!!hahah..Im serious!!!!Im like so freakIng pissed Off With Myself already..NvM after O level..we fo burn Our bOoK..u wanT?!?!?haha..we Be Like FrEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

2009-01-14T03:31:00.000-08:00

OMG..i cant believe..im still very VerY sick..Im feeling rather chill..and at times,i would vomit..i feel terrible ah..I was sick since sec 1 orientation siaa..Mum ask me to eat panadol,but it didnt work.Crap(LOBSTER!!!)..Ohya,i was late to sch siaa..but never go detention.I miss scout siaa..but this fri cannot go CCA..WTH...Need to go to some stupid Leader..wateva laRh...Im stress sIa..Kinda regret going 3/1 coz i rather be in 3/3..OMG..im sick..urgh..My sis say my face damn pale..Lyk WTH..I need to go sch 2morrow..cannot miss sch eh..urgh..Anyway.once again..I luv ya BabY..haha..Opps..although im sick(mayb sick coz Im miSsIng Yaw!!!)haha..byeeeeeeeee

2009-01-13T03:53:00.000-08:00

2day was pure EVIL!!!!I HATE A MATHS!!!I HATE A MATHS!!!I HATE A MATHS!!!im Struggling siaaaa..Just now got stupid physic practical..i swear,itz all sTUPID>>>but i must hang On..ENDURE!!!WTH!!!!!2day,din went back to sch to gave bach book to yat..aiya...he's so different now...Urgh..takya lah nak sedih2//he doesnt bother about me anymore..Okay fine..From now on..Im eMo..SliT!!!!!wRIST!!!!get what i mean?!muahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahah...okay..wAteva!!!..

2009-01-12T06:24:00.000-08:00

2day,the sec 4's got their result.And i know,im gonna be Mia..fOR A LONG>>LONG TIME..so gonna sya gOoDbye..I dunnoe why im feeling this ahh..okay,mayb it jtz not meant to be ahh..Haizxx..Into my emo mood already..Now that u let me go..to saor off..and fly..but ill promise..youll alwayz be in my heart..my loVe..another tear drop fall.......

2009-01-11T05:48:00.000-08:00

yo..haha..Im back from sec1 orientation camp..OMG..One pure min from the sec 1 is pure heaven)as quted by Byron..hhaOkay,sec 1 was noT eNTHU!!!i was their GL and shouting like 1 lunatic gal while they just stare at me..And there was this sec 1 nmaed Ryan..He was giving me headaches u nOe..I was Like "sian ah..i got this kind of ppl..But after some time,they all started to co-operate"..haha,,serious..we oso won Best Group..haha..I was shouting on top of my voice..shoting the three cheers..That was the last time i heard my voice..coz up till now,im still w/o voice..haha..Most of the ppl was shock coZ the thought i was the Kwai,kwau kind..bt wen i started shouting..they all..liKe,"huh,is this really aisyah?"..haha..Okay.all this is thankz to scoutz..gave me confidence to be bold now..if not,i would just be very quiet like i used to..ohya.one thing about the campfire..it was DaMn fun..especially the soccer and band..Do noe what happen to scout..Not that enthu eh like lyk last time..wat happen sia..ohya.acyually right,there was still alot more for camp but i dun noe how come end so early 1..ohya.i got this sec1 who i really admire..i mean as a junior and senior ahh..Kabilan..he was the star of the group..if not for him,i would not took the trouble to help the group..haha..Ohya..Din wasnt being himself larh..he hurt me so much..now like..trying to get back what he let go..WtH..Okay ahh.now seriously,i dun noe who to tell to bout my problem..coz itz very hard for me to read his mind ah..i need help here..ohya.2morrow is the olvl result..im like..okya wateva..im going to cao straight away after sch..dun dare to talk to him..haha..i noe im being self-fish,but he started it..He never care bout my feelingz eh..okok..got to sleep early..got sch 2morrow eh..and to all,pls tagged after YOU READ MY BLOG!!!!thanK YAW!!!!=D

2009-01-07T05:29:00.000-08:00

hey earthLinK..haha..2day was FUN!!!!received a few gift from JiWE!!!Haha..thank JiwE..I really like the caRd u guyz make..itz Cute..Okay,mention bout few..yeah..i oni receive a few gift..But i actually i love it..a thousand thankz to those who took the trouble..=D..woah..have to go pack my bag for tomorrow sec 1 camp..im gonna upload some pics..Help urself kkkkkkk..haha

2009-01-06T08:19:00.000-08:00

Hey..I LOVE EERYBODY..okay..1stlay,i would like to thank Syairah..for her Bdae msg that was like 12.00am?haha..thankz babe..I really appreciate it..=D..Next is For Lisa Tan..Thankz for the bdae post on ur Blog..I appreciate it too..haha..=D..and finally to this special person..who i least expected to even acknowledge my bdae..Thankz for the song that u sang for me..Even though u say a guitar bass would be better..i really appreciate it..haha..Thanks yaw..To all my dear Darlings..let me name some..Syairah.Radiah,Lisa,Benazir,Clare,Sammantha and please forgive me if i 4get to include ur name..and finally to this special persoN..Thankz yaw..although u once broke my heart..haha=D...Cheers people..

2009-01-05T05:29:00.000-08:00

Hey People..haha..Isyah here..Ohya..I lost Big aisha nyer blog add..srY2..ah..Ley kasi tak lagy?haha..i still haven link u up eh..Ohya..2day sch was a BURDEN!!!!..The booKz was DamN thick..TRIPLE PURE AND DOUBLE MATHS!!!!! WAt could be worse siaa...Aniwae..Im like gonna be VERE VERY BUSY..sigh..i dunno if i still could work in Mac..Im like so BeaT!!!Ohya..just now gt councillor meeting..and i Sang a cheer infront of Everybody eH..haha..CoOl..ohya..Got scout also..But was slacking Like HeLL...Ohya..Shen Yuan was..okay i dunnoe how u explain it..coz i just realise he is actually an eMo..LOLs..okay..Do he slit himself like i did?haha..LOL..the marks on my hand haven disappear eh..haha..WTH...Must cover..hahaOkay..gtg nw..BYEEE

2009-01-04T06:11:00.000-08:00

2009-01-04T05:59:00.000-08:00

AHhaahhahahahahahahah...I DUN NEED A MAN RIGHT NOW...they are just a pain in the ASS!!! People keep on saying that im wrong..i try to believe them..But...ITz just BULLSHIT!!!!hahah...I noe alLL of them are just..PreeTy BullshiT!!!!I mean Not them..But their SENTENCE!!!...haha..Okay..4get bout htem..IlL never get a guy..and i gt a feeling that itz true..I swear.opss cant swear..Oni memakan diri..haha..aniwae..im goint to post pictures i took..wen having sllepover with clare at aRanda Country Club..haha..COOL..

2008-12-31T23:34:00.000-08:00

HeLLo EarthLinK!!!haha..Icha here..Okay..siNce everYbody started to taLk about their new Year Resolution..Let me talk aBout Mine..

My New Year Resolution for 2009:

-study hard and score as many A`s as possible
-Not to waste too muCh time(and that includes surFing)
-No more emo-ing.(coz have to concentrate on study)
-No boyfriends..tiLl..end thiz year?)..Try.=D
-Laugh alot..sMiles too
-Be more sporting..no more quiet gIrl..=D
-Control my cravings..=D
-Start saving up
And finally..enjoy life the way it is..lolololololol
=D

2008-12-31T08:14:00.000-08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!iM soo Happy..Was texting wiTh iZz just now..haha..CoOl..with his lamE reMark.."Ok"..im fine..haha..Aniwae..neXt year i hope..2009 would be a much betta year..with sec 1 orientation camp..scoutz and all the oNes i love by my side..How i wish..ilL get him..haha..btw..SYAIRAH!!!i love ur Blog Song..It roCkz..coz the story of the song just Like my sTorY..Miss aLL my dear DarLinGZ..haha..Aww..cant wait 2 meet U guyZ..I reaLLy reaLlY hope next year Gonna Be fun fun fun!!!!!..I confess now..Im soO into the MOOD..hahah..Cant wait to Meet You Guyz...My dear DarlInGZ!!!!!Cya SooN okokokokoko...and uMM..a little note 4 izz..if he is reading thiz(i hope not!!!)=p..i duN wana Lose you..Okay crap..i sound so Mushy..hahah..anyway..to everybody out there..HAPPY NEW YEAR...FROm neXt year onwarDz..u Guyz can call me ICHA!!!!coz I really love that name..and i would be delighted..wen u caLl me By That name..So LONG now!!!!hahahah

2008-12-29T17:15:00.000-08:00

Hey..yo..Read this joKe!!!

TitLE...:BusY iN heaVen

Three men were standing in line to get into heaven one day. Apparently it had been a pretty busy day, though, so St. Peter had to tell the first one, "Heaven's getting pretty close to full today, and I've been asked to admit only people who have had particularly horrible deaths. So what's your story?"

The first man replies: "Well, for a while I've suspected my wife has been cheating on me, so today I came home early to try to catch her red-handed. As I came into my 25th floor apartment, I could tell something was wrong, but all my searching around didn't reveal where this other guy could have been hiding. Finally, I went out to the balcony, and sure enough, there was this man hanging off the railing, 25 floors above ground! By now I was really mad, so I started beating on him and kicking him, but wouldn't you know it, he wouldn't fall off. So finally I went back into my apartment and got a hammer and starting hammering on his fingers. Of course, he couldn't stand that for long, so he let go and fell-but even after 25 stories, he fell into the bushes, stunned but okay. I couldn't stand it anymore, so I ran into the kitchen, grabbed the fridge, and threw it over the edge where it landed on him, killing him instantly. But all the stress and anger got to me, and I had a heart attack and died there on the balchoy."

"That sounds like a pretty bad day to me," said Peter, and let the man in.

The second man comes up and Peter explains to him about heaven being full, and again asks for his story.

"It's been a very strange day. You see, I live on the 26th floor of my apartment building, and every morning I do my exercises out on my balcony. Well, this morning I must have slipped or something, because I fell over the edge. But I got lucky, and caught the railing of the balcony on the floor below me. I knew I couldn't hang on for very long, when suddenly this man burst out onto the balcony. I thought for sure I was saved, when he started beating on me and kicking me. I held on the best I could until he ran into the apartment and grabbed a hammer and started pounding on my hands. Finally I just let go, but again I got lucky and fell into the bushes below, stunned but all right. Just when I was thinking I was going to be okay, this refrigerator comes falling out of the sky and crushes me instantly, and now I'm here."

Once again, Peter had to concede that that sounded like a pretty horrible death.

The third man came to the front of the line, and St. Peter asked for his story.

"Picture this," says the third man, "I'm hiding naked inside a refrigerator..."

2008-12-26T03:45:00.000-08:00

aHHHH..schOol starting in a few dayz..im really so laZy to go back scHool..Itz Like dUh..no1 loves to go school..btw..i really really hope..william return grace book wen sch reopen..den i CaN boRRoW!!!yippe..haha//Pkey..so now im like gona..die!!die!!!must finish Homework..RighT?!right?!..Btw,this few dayz,i have been talking to (i)lately..His kinder nice now..Not like last time..aniwae..lazy siaa to bLog everyday..school starting quite soon oso..hopefully got time ahh..anIwae..gtg Now..byeeeeee

Hey Yo

2008-12-22T00:15:00.000-08:00

Hey people..Took me more than 2 hours to do this BloG..so watcha think?cUte?haha..Kay..gtg now..gtg coLlect my new Specs!!!awWW..Please leave a tagged..Coz tagged will be reply..and the song>..haha..Cuteeeeee

2008-12-19T18:44:00.000-08:00

Hey yo!!!..haha..Ohya,yesterday saw Syai..wif..(ahem)..haha..LOL..never even realise me..Oh..mayb coz i was in the bus with rad and saheera..Haha..we went to Queensway shopping centre,after concillor meeting,to buy my uiform..ohya,sec1 orientation..Budak sec 1(2009) step sioL...Fucking asshole ahhh...nak step paki skirt pendek larh...gossip@ lah..Banyak minah pulakk tu..I am sOOO anti-Minah..next year cOnfirm TerOk ahh,,Ohkay,what im basically saying is that,im gona have Hell with next year sec 1..so demanding..I was even pissed off lah after the sec 1 orientation day..But Luckily,my mind was set away from them,after going out with rad and Saheera..KECOH!!!!haha..10xxxxxxx..haha..and i just noe that ben bro,amirtaz..is it?..is cmin to our sch..in 1-6?..ohkay,for get to telll you guyz,next year got 6 sec one class..OMG..ITZ gETTInG more EVERY yEAR!!!!ahhhhhhhhhhh..Ohkay..shit..have to do mt hw..ahahhaha..Okay..gtg now..Byeeeeeeee

2008-12-17T04:26:00.000-08:00

I hate my life.Its true.I feel so tensed,jealous,and furious.Urgh..can somebody get me out of this world.i think i hate it>nobody really knows how i feel,not even my parents..My friends..i wish they noe.Im not asking sympathy from anybody Ok..Dun get me wrong..Im just expressing myself..I dun want to keep it all bottle up..I wish everything`s over SOON!!!i feel like dying already..PLs!!!pLs!!!plS..Eveything over soon..im scared that i couldnt make it through,without being hurt..Just..Be over SOON..I really hate this..

2008-12-14T06:03:00.000-08:00

Oh.......heLLO peOple.Sry cOz i was BusY with worK lately.WorkIng almost everyday,but i duN mind cOz i got alooOOOt of Frenz there.Not just one and twO.aNd there is also tHiz superduDer cute Guy at IMM mac..Haha..Kinda weird eh,the way he lOok at me.Ohya,just now,i was HALF an hour LATEEEEEEEEEE..den Luckily got Kak Bibah,coz she oso late..haha Den,for almost the whOle 8hour..i mean only until 3(coz Kak Bibah decided to leave earlY!!!Urgh)i was playing the rule either as runner or Cashier.....hahah.Not that quIte tiring Larh..cOmpared to LobbY and French fries(coz it make my skin OILY)Ohya..2morrow i will be sent to Jurong east St 24,coz there is not enough pple there..LOL..Ohya,and finally..sPecial thankz to Syairah(my Beloved frIend)=) for the recommend to watch Angus,Thongs and perfect sNoggIng..(coz Itz coooooooooooooooooLLL) and i really mean it!!!Ohkey,gtg back to finish reading my story BOoK..TOODLES!!!!=)

2008-12-09T06:31:00.000-08:00

OMG..Im like damN bored here..Itz been long since i bLog..Im like SoOoO bored..I dun even have anything to write about..i miss my Fren SoOoOOOoO much..Im missing everybody..eveN my enemy..(do i have 1?)..LOL..Oh..People..i change my num..Like WTH..Now using pre8..Okay..Now let me talk bout smth..1 of the crew members in maC is gonna JoIn meeeeeee..YeaHhhhhh..her name is Ressa and she quite Chioo..i wish it was a guy..haha..Bt nVm..I have promise myself..no boyz after o`vl..made a promise to this guy..haha..ohya..You guyz can meet Ressa cOz she be like in sec 3 exp(haven confirm class yEt)..gtg now..Cya sOoN..ToOdles!!!!!

2008-12-06T03:38:00.001-08:00

Hey..guyz..Now i only allowed some ppl to view my blog..check out ur e-mail..coz ur INvited to read my BLoG..hhaha

2008-12-05T04:38:00.000-08:00

FUCK ahh..to the person..who wrote that tagged..i wonder who sia...A COWARD>>DUN EVEN DARE TO LEAVE YOUR FUCKING NAME!!!!!..COWARD!!!I WRIT WATEVA I WANT AHHH..ITZ MY BLOGGG>>FUCKER>.like SIAK AHHH

I miss my besties...

2008-12-04T19:32:00.000-08:00

I miss my best fren..pple lyk Sammantha,Clare,Benazir,Radiah,and Syairah..I hope school start soon ahh..i cant take it any longer..I MISS YOU GUYZ SOOO MUCH..

OMG!!!

2008-12-04T04:10:00.000-08:00

Haha..Latest crusH..haha..I tin I had a crush On my Scout mate..OMG..WAT M I SUPPOSE TO DO?!?!TipS?

2008-12-01T05:45:00.000-08:00

2008-12-01T05:33:00.000-08:00

Hey...sOrry People,i went to NPC camp.So i cant blog..dun get wrong,NPC is NOT NPCC!!!It is national Patrol Competition.Guess wat?!?! We won Bronze..i thought we never won anitin sia..but i wrong..haha.The camp was tough,i almost gave up and ended almost crying cOz of ExHaustion.Well,the camp included me(ahh)..Shen Yuan,(who is gona be in 3/3 next year,)harold,Big Joel(sec 4),Handi,Small Joel,Saravanan and Darly.Hahah,7 guy + 1 girl= ChaoS!!!!hahaha..I kena bullY siAA..Me and Saravanan..Lyk wat the Hell,He`s noT eVen my Type..Euwwww..pleaseeeeeeee ahh..At the camp,i got alot of friends,but the closest was Huda,Nisa and WAI MAn!!!hahaThe camp was Oppesite Sec 2 adVenture camp larh..The Sarimbun Scout Camp..Damn it siaa,got alot of mosquito.I almost fainted siaa seing my leg..i even lost my voice...haha..damn tired..Just now then reach home,go bath,now blogging..The camp got cockroach,earthworm and many more..Guess wat,i woke up and i found a cockroach on my nose,lYk wat the Hell..anyway,to my besties,i tin we have to postpone the party ahh,im still quite sIck..loL..hahha..ill put upp some Pics l*r..toodlEs

2008-11-24T23:05:00.000-08:00

I miss ya!!!cant stop thinking bout ya.Although i noe that the truth is ill never be with you.I hate this so much.Wny cant you talk to me or text me.Just acknowledge me would be so good for me.I need you.This song reminds me how great it would beif you were dancing with me by the moon,holding my hand tight..=)

BabEsmuahaha!!!

2008-11-24T07:21:00.000-08:00

Yea!!!finally back iN singapore..Miss My Besties..haha..Damn it was so exhausting..duh..Hahah..Ohya,abang Nas and Kak Noh are MarrIed..ill get the pics l8r..Lazy ahh..aniwae,clare and rad haven noe their class yet..SO LOOOOONG sia!!!haha..Ohkay,thiz thur gt camp!!!!cant wait..hahaaniwae,im starting to miss Boy..Ohgod..haha..if oni i could tell you how much i miss you..haaha..oh,yesterday,reach home bout 1am.haha..den nid to wake up at 6am..Waeva..my fathe is a terrible pain in the neck..ahha..aniwae,i jtz bought thiz nice COoKies..so delicious..anibody 1?theres a lot more left..=)

Take One step at a time..

2008-11-17T06:38:00.000-08:00

Hey,does that song ring a bell in your head...Haha,now,it becomes a qoute to remind me wen im having difficulties.Thankz Trudy for the Message..This is the message"Girls are like apples on trees.The best one are on the top of the tree.The boyz dont want to reach for the good ones because they are afraid of falling and getting hurt.Instead,they just get the rotten apples from the ground that arent as good but easy.So the apples at the top think something is wrong with them,when in reality,they're amazing.They just have to wait for the right boy to come along,the one who's brave enough to climb all the way to the top of the tree...=P..thanK TruDy!!!hah..Now i feel Much,much betta..Hey,my dear scoutz members,hah,poor them,lately i have no mood to join them.Dont worry,ill promise you guyz to Be Much Betta K??ohya,during my lunch break,went to wesT coast Park with Clare,rad,Aung and PHONE!!!=)..haha.so funny sia wif them..sooooooooo fun oso..haha.then b4 that went to measure for next year councillot tee and blouse..BORING>..hahaluckily Clare came coz Im damn Hungry..hah..anyway gtg now..till now then..toodles=)

Babes!!!

2008-11-14T07:34:00.000-08:00

Hey people..ahh..guess wat..hhaa..i text izzuddin out of the blue..lol turns out that his g.f msg me back..haha..okay..no comment..it was random larh..haha..aniwae,didnt go 4 scoutz today coz damn freaking sick eh..hha..okay,now im bored,seriously nutin to do..haha..guess wat,i met thiz guy,his name is Irwan and a crew leader at ONLY 14..TError ryte?..haha..he is studying in thiz Sec sch..caNt tell you okay..but he's sooo cut..and irresisitible..haha..okay..now im bored..lol..duno wat to do..aniwae..gtg now..update you guyz soon k?bye..tOoDles=)

Fun!!!Fun!!!Fun

2008-11-12T05:10:00.000-08:00

Hey 2day had training..hha..cool..had Loads of Fun..we did the fun swing..cwdss,u guyz realise a swing in between the Classroom block..that was done by Scoutz,and me too..solo girl=)..haha..we had a try on the swing and i was sooo Scared..at 1st i went with saravanan,the whole sturcture shake,i scared lyk hell and i scream,everybody laugh sia..(the boyz)den 2nd time i went up with Harold..still afraid but haah..mange to TahaN..haha..I never even dare to open my eyes loh..My yusoff keep on asking me to hold onto the black rope but i dont dare..even mR yusoff laugh seeing how scared i am..=)but b4 that,i saw *him..wow..i miss him..Somebody can help me get him pleaseeeee..i miss *him sIaa..desPite all the things that he done to me..i hope he doin well ryte now..jtz fine..hmm..aniwae,2morrow,Joel and Amaaran are joining us for training..uhaa..must be hilarious ahh..ahah..With Shen Yuan..the crazy duDe..haha..I really feel Greatful having you guyz around=)..cant wait for tomorrow..ohya,i saw Lisa and Mujahid..Sweet..hhaa..Gud Luck for you guyz K?haha..goto sleep early ahh..2morrow got training..haha..bYe people=)^^tooDless

PeoPle!!!

2008-11-11T04:53:00.000-08:00

Hey..haha..Today was Cool.Just now went back to school for fun coz` clare,rad and sam want to appeal SAME class as ME!!!cool Ryte..we all same class..JIWES..haha..while me and sam wait for clare>>>who was having oddysey,which im suppposed to go too!!!(we walk round round the school.den saw izzuddin playing soccer with his friends)i dunno why i still think bout him>>>haha..may jtz miss the good times..he was so sweet..=0..i guess i have to get over it somehow..okay,den clare came..we talk and dissuss about stuff..and rad oso came..haha..wth,i cant go for sec1 orientation camp coz never go for the oddysey camp(kesian kan)..so siann ahh..den clare mom came..den rad..den 601..ohya even saw Cikgu aida..hahaden, i saw *him going home already(frm now ill will use thiz)after playing soccer.At first,i tink i saw him lookong at me,den wen i turn,he look away.(wat does thiz mean?)okay,mayb itz my feeling..so sad..i jtz miss *him..aahhhwish,it nvr occur lyk tat..but..aniwae gtg now..I gt scouTz tomorrow..Hope,the sec 4 will join US SOON..ahha..miss their jOkes..And JIWES,remember our party yeah!!!p.s lUv you guys!!!=)

go awaY...

2008-11-08T07:02:00.001-08:00

Oh
How 'bout a round of applause?
Yeah
Standin ovation
Ohwoah Yeah
Yeah yeah yeah yeah

You look so dumb right now
Standin' outside my house
Tryin' to apologize
You're so ugly when you cry
Please
Just cut it out

Don't tell me you're sorry,
Cause you're not,
And baby when I know,
You're only sorry you got caught

But you put on quite a show.
Really had me goin'
But now it's time to go,
Curtain's finally closin'.
That was quite a show.
Very entertainin'.
But it's over now.
Go on and take a bow.

Grab your clothes and get gone.
You better hurry up,
Before the sprinklers come on.
Talkin 'bout,
'Girl I love you, you're the one.'
This just looks like a rerun.
Please.
What else is on?

And don't tell me you're sorry,
Cause you're not.
Baby when I know,
You're only sorry you got caught.

But you put on quite a show.
Really had me goin'
But now it's time to go,
Curtain's finally closin'.
That was quite a show.
Very entertainin'.
But it's over now.
Go on and take a bow.

And the award for the best lie goes to you!
For makin' me believe
That you could be faithful to me.
Let's hear your speech.

How 'bout a round of applause?
Standin' ovation

But you put on quite a show.
Really had me goin'
But now it's time to go,
Curtain's finally closin'.
That was quite a show.
Very entertainin'.
But it's over now.
Go on and take a bow.
But it's over now.

i Gotta Say Thiz..

2008-11-08T06:52:00.000-08:00

Guyz..what would u feel seeing the guy,whom you love So muCh,whom you thought was nice,was actually a hypocrite?I mean,the guy u love soo much,actually love another girl?Guyz,tell me wat u guyz feel?I have a lump in my throat now..why am i alwayz being hurt in love..I HATE YOU KYAW KHAUN GYI!!!!so much..Just get lost from School okay ANd FuCk Off from my life..yes..i admit that i am stupid,stupid to fall for you!!!!!i hate you!!!...Hate you..yes..im crying..i..i..i..you really did a good show..now get LOsT

hey..im stRonger..i dun FaLL easily=)

2008-11-08T05:19:00.000-08:00

Hey..itz true,after hearing the song just stand up by Maraiah Carey,Beyounce..and many more..ahaa.I learned that life wouldnt alwayz be the wat you want,,alwayz gt bad times when you feel that it was the end of the world>>>okay,i tink im talking too much haha..Okay,when at maC..it was damn tIring.Kak Bibah and mirah tak datang sey,den guess wat,my whole Mac uniForm kene chili sauce and strawberry sundae..haha..Manager Fauziyah jtz nodded her head looking at me.LOL..okay,i miss school sey..Bcoz In scHool,i wont be emo,theres the JiWeS..Him..haha.. MISS ALOT!!!ahha..Cant even concentrate laRh..okay,i saw Kak Dian,my Childhood fren.Malu(eMbaRreSed) nye,i was in my UniForm ahh..Okay,i was close with His brother(ferhad) when we were so small,play soccer,playgroung,do homework together..*sweet memories..haha..aniwae..gtg now..Miss My Fren SOOOOOO mUch..haha..cant bear Already..lol..haha...Bye now..Toodles=)

Hahaha..

2008-11-07T00:36:00.000-08:00

Oh gosh..haha..im having a terrible stomach pain.I tin itz bcoz of the soya drink..urgh>..i hope itz not made in China..LoL..Ohya..iM bored.Nutin 2 do,jtz staring at my computer!!!.Haha..Thiz weekend,must go back 2 maC..haha..Gona meet Mira.Aishah..and all..Gonna have LOADS of FUN but tiring ahh..Must bear wa.Anyway mon must come back school for training which starts 8.30..wOnder how am i goiNg 2 make it>>>nowdayz im having trouble waking up=)..Ohya,my frenz return bacK from camp 2day..lOl..haven got a chance to talk to them..haha..i tink they must be damn tired..lol..ohya..i find it weird,as to how come ben`s online most of the tyme,when she was at the camp..weIrD.haha..Okay..finally,gt to confess this..I mISS ya..KYaw..Hope you are not reading this..haha..embarassed myself oni..I hope he dun find out haha..okay gtg now..toodles=)

I LOVE MY ZEN MOZIAC!!!

2008-11-06T06:58:00.000-08:00

Hey..guess wat>>my daRling Zen Moziac Finally work!!!thankz Joel for your help..Haha cant believe you really took the trouble for ME!! appreaciate,wow..SWEET=) Ohya,haha..had my scout training 2day and i was suppose to meet Samm but i didnt have the slightest idea where she was.It was fun coz Harold teach me how to sharpen the Axe..I love the way he SMILE..He make me go WOW..haha..anyway GOD damN..I cant imagine watz goin to happen next year..All of my BesTiez not the same class as me=(..i wonder.will they change and forget me..i CroSs my heart and really hope it wouldnt happen..It happen when i was Sec 1..i was DaMn lonely.That was so HELL.I was watch as the rest of the Jiwes..laugh their hearts out,when i can only watch from far..Anyway,Clare,Radiah and Ben are coMing Back 2moRRow..haha..Wonder what stories that they have..LoL..Ohay..jtz now i watch thiz Documentary,talking about ferral kids..SCARY sia..haha..will tell more tomMorrow..GTG noW..Toodles!!!=)

BORED!!!

2008-11-03T23:13:00.000-08:00

Damn freaking bored.I dunno what to do.When are holidayz goin to end.If im in school,dun have to be bored like this.My besties all are havin 1 week camp making me bored.Lol..duno who to go out with.I wish i was given privelege to go anywhere i like,wouldnt it be cool?haha..anyway,im starting to miss him again,wait,aisyah,dun even tink about that,think of your poor heart that was hurt!!!lol..haha..anyway..trying find something to do now..Toodles=)

Moody..

2008-10-14T18:39:00.000-07:00

Now..im so lOnely..i feel so empty..i dun noe why i cant stop thinking bout you..miss you..haha..but its all a sudden,i was so happy den,when suddenly i saw u in sch.I dunno why that now,i satrt to miss you when i was already learning to forget you.Yea..bt somehow,im going raye wif my classmate,yea..Sufyan,hadzi,sa,clare,saddam.Yeah..Its so fun with you guys sia!!!..Look forward thiz friday!!!

You..

2008-09-17T07:20:00.000-07:00

I told you i wont leave you but you left me..

Missing something..

2008-09-17T07:12:00.000-07:00

Wow..it seems like forever since i last blogged..Haha..busy with test and..gosh end of year..Itz gonna kill me..i dun feel lyk studying now..im so daring that i even highlight my hair..suppose to be pink but turn out red..So siann..aniwae..i did rebond my hair and i feel really really weird..ahh..everybody say itz betta but..i dun noe what you guyz really think eh..aniae..life feels empty ryte without a boy whom you had a crush on..hmm..now im lonely..aahahaha..but nvm hari raya cmin wa..but having exam siaa..how..ahaahah..aniwae tatz all..i tink..toodles..
~aisyah a.k.a lovergurl~

Miss Cinderella..

2008-09-03T20:08:00.000-07:00

Oh god..im lonely now.So empty.I also wish if life was so much better.I wish i was kidnapped and never to be found again.Being emo again.And i cant even concentrate on my study..Boyz,boyz,boyz...arent they a pain in the neck..One minute i was so happy and another minute i turn emo..Gosh,i hate myself for this..One day i just hope,life would make a big turn..I wouldnt be lyk thiz anymore..THE WORLD IS UNFAIR!!!!I hate myself for doing this..really..really...but 4 now,let me jtz keep quiet and dont utter anything..let thinds cool down and prepare for exam..I am Miss Cinderella,waiting for the prince Charming....I would keep myself low for awhile...
~Lovergurl~

FinallY...

2008-08-31T07:15:00.000-07:00

Finally..haha..got time to write..Watcin Incredible tales..Damn scAry siaa..Oh ya..just had my campfire..sO bOrinG..haha..my group PerForm a skit and ohkaylah..since teacher help..shOuld be Greatful..LoL..the conCert..ohkaylah...Credits to ONLY THE SINGER..hu had the Courage to sinG..although he sings..umm(don Wana say,scare hurt the feelin)hahax..my resuLts..kaNa saI..failed my maths..haha...i really really hope can do betta 4 eoy..and ya..2morrow fasting sia..haha..i got training some more..the Oni Muslim oso..haha..just hope everytin gona b alryte..4 him..kinda slowly fading of my miNd..haha..and ya..i really want to go to Avril Concert BADLY!!!hoPe somE miracle Would hsPPen(keep on dreaming gaL haha..cuz it wil never HAPPEN!...lolololololololo

2008-08-28T08:22:00.000-07:00

Haha..nutin to say..lol...umm yea..lolol

uhh......

2008-08-28T08:08:00.000-07:00

today..so tiring..but abit fun..lol..sec4 stepdown haha..But no fun coz there be no more sec4..They are so fun and Funny...Especially tat Amaaran..haha..Damn he jokes alot..Oh ya..we had alot of fun eating cakes and 10 boxes of pizzas(imagine that) haha..we do eat alot..haha..ohya..something bout him..acting cold lately..i duno y..he is just not the same..btw..2morrow teacher day..he goin perform!!!haha..and some more..i haven do my stupid SKM card..Damn it must do now or 2morrow DIE!!!and ya..something stupid happen..bang my fingers in tat stupid Ava room door..Man tat was nice...lol..aniwae..i just wanted to say thank you to all the sec 4s hu have help us till now..especially afNi..tahnkz for all your advice..Aniwae 2morrow teacher day!!!ohya..will get back my result..shit arh..haha..aniwae gt 2 finish tat skm card already..haha..cao!!!

waiting..

2008-08-27T06:24:00.000-07:00

Im still waiting for his text...Waiting that now im fading..
Just receive your text...i cant believe wat u just said..no way..but i wont leave you no matter wat..

i miss you....

2008-08-27T05:57:00.000-07:00

Im sorry that im being harsh lately.Its just that i cannot let you leave me.Im scared.Really,really scared.And thankz for replying my msg.But now im waiting for your reply again.I really need you.I guess its true that love is blind.Blind.Im one of the victims.Let me just pray that you and me would be together.Gosh..i miss you..im waiting for that one text.Hope you dont disappoint me again.Please..

SyaSya

Emo.....

2008-08-26T07:35:00.000-07:00

God..All the stuff that happen in life,because of a stupid guy.I tink he suck so much.I really tot u love me but i was wrong.I was a fool to fall for you.Im glad that you left me.Haha..YOU left me.Deserted me just like that.Leave me hanging to a broken rope.I hate you IZzuDDin.OMG..u really make my mouth dirty..I was wrong about that.I just hope that one day ull goe back wat u have done to me.I really lost concentration on myself coz of you.I wasted all my time just for you.But 1 tink for sure.Thank you for hurting my feeling...So long sucker